"Non-renewable" - CD "CORTEN" 2015

There are no places on this fucking planet where I could find a psychical escape. Everywhere are liars, why they are not fucking burning? Why I´m disappointed every day? The system is watching how we are fucking fighting unable to talk one to another…Inability to eliminate this chaining situation is the reason why I want to kill myself. Here I am lying and looking to the ceiling, wondering about what is real in here and what is not too real. What I have and if I am really here. All I want to do is fucking shoot at you. Why I breath? Why I am living here? Why am I here?And what the fuck to do? I will shoot in you loughing and crying too with no regrets inside my inflammated mind. I want shoot at you and all that bullets will cure my sad mind…And ease my desperation. I want shoot at you and all that bullets will give me another chance to smile. Sun is shining in my dreams, where I´m just killing. Your lord…where is he now? So far away I can take you and peel away your skin. He even can´t hear you screaming for life. Control? Haha haha! Only madness! Control?! Haha haha! Not in here. Control?! Haha haha! What does it mean? Control! Haha haha! I lough looking at the end of the rope, at the other end is strongly tied my hope. You think you´re like me but deep inside your head you are not. I will shoot in you loughing and crying too. Inescapable predestination. A place without lies where nothing´s despised. There are no places on this fucking planet where I could find a psychical escape. Everywhere are liars, why they are not fucking burning? Why I´m dissapppointed every day? I try to keep it covered but sometimes I can´t hold it this power´s getting stronger everyday. Inability to eliminate this chaining situation is the reason why I want to kill myself. I don´t need your answers. I don´t need control. Fuck you. Fuck you all.